Little Big Girl

Speaking for myself (ranting for the last time) Really Really long :p

To readers,

It’s a rant, not an essay.  So just throw all grammar, spelling, and organizations aside, ya dig? 

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What I write about you (JON DO) here will be the last time I will speak of it.  

Let’s begin with, I hate you.  

I really hate using these words but it feels appropriate for this situation.

I’m tired of this back talking about you when I really just want to say this in front of your face, but alas, if I did, it would make me want to kick your small nut sack and pray to God that I’ve kicked hard enough that you wont be able to produce small douches that will one day walk this Earth.  

It should be obvious that I despise you for a good, no, a great reason.  You insist on poking at my patience.  I’ve had enough of it.  I’ve kept my mouth shut and my fist to myself for too long.  You think you can just talk shit about me and treat me like I’m garbage that you can just throw in Jersey? No. You can suck your own balls because that’s where your head will be if you keep pushing my limits.  I’ve had it with your BS.  You target me, I will hit back.  Just because i’ve been quiet with the way you treat me doesn’t mean I’m just going to let you treat me this way.  I’m tired of you talking bad about me behind my back.  I feel like you are talking about me when I was in the past.  Like I said, I barely hang around you.  Not that I don’t talk crap about you behind your back, I do, but It’s something that just bugs me about you.

I don’t bother you.  I stay away from conversations with you. I don’t even hang out with you enough for you to judge me, not to mention I hardly see you.  

Don’t judge me or talk about me when you have no idea what is going on in my life.  Second for those that actually do listen to the crap he talks about, get both sides of the story and stop judging me and agreeing to what the crap he says.  You are as bad as him.  There are always two sides of every story.  

Saturday was the last straw.  You are so lucky you were too wasted (as always) and my friends calmed me down from just pushing that door and seriously kicking your ass.  If people don’t know what happened this is what happened.

I was looking for someone, only looking, and this douchbag decides to not let me in and tell me I’m not welcomed in there. He starts closing the door on my hand.

Ha, like I even wanted to be in there. Get your head out of your ass. I didn’t come there for you. I came there for friends. Not to mention this kids decides to be mad grimy with money.  You have some real issues.  I don’t mind paying, but the way you did it, ugh…. word’s cannot explain.  What kind of leader are you.  Taking your own personal issues and just be really really grimy.

I’d rather NOT be in whatever club you think you are running.  Seriously what are you trying to promote with these kids.  They are kids.  But that’s a whole different issue.  I don’t want to be part of this organization with you leading it.  Frankly, I don’t like your attitude, how you approach issues and problems, and the fact that you are on this high horse just because you are the leader.  You say I’m not part of this organization, I really don’t mind.  I never knew a president can decide who ISN’T in the club and who isn’t welcomed.  You are making this club like every other clubs with clique issues.  

I’ve had it with your BS.  You target me, I will hit back.  Just because i’ve been quiet with the way you treat me doesn’t mean I’m just going to let you treat me this way.  

I’m not one to judge someone or talk about them in a bad manner……at least not behind their back on purpose.  If I do, hey I’m only human and I make a lot of mistakes.  So this is me, telling you how I feel.  Someone is going to tell you about this I feel.

You are arrogant, your attitude must be the worst I’ve ever seen, the most inconsiderate douche bag, the way you treat other people is just really rude and disrespectful.  I know I’m not the only one you treat like garbage. You think you are so much better than me and so many other people, but you’re not.  Get your head out of your ass.  

I hate how you treat other people most of the time.  That’s one of the major things that I just can’t stand about you.  I can deal with the arrogance and self centered ways because yes, I can be all these things, but for you to treat human beings the way you do just disgusts me.  You think you can push people around say sorry and then do it again.  You are a repeat offender when it comes to that.  You think you can call people names and disrespect them the way you do. I know I can be bossy and not return a favor a couple of times but damn.  Have some humility.  

I’ve known you since I started school.  I never used to hate you.  In fact I thought you were kinda descent looking and funny.  That went away with a moment.  The moment that changed how I felt about you.  That moment showed your true colors.  

Vivid Memory:

I remember we were up in the clubroom and you were on top of a skateboard.  I wanted to get even with you for tickling me earlier so I came up and tickled you.  I didn’t even do it that hard and you just fell on your knees and started shouting Bitch at me and how I’m stupid.  Not to mention you gave me the most dirtiest look.  You said your knees were messed up from an accident that happened months ago and that it was still messed up.   It was an accident.  It wasn’t intentional.  

Instances like that can have a really good defining moment for me, and that’s what you did. 

I don’t know what made you decide to treat me like this, maybe it was when I chose someone that wasn’t you.  It was one date, GET OVER IT.  How sensitive can you get.  Girl much? 

I might have more to say but I’m tired of ranting and you all probably know the gist of where I’m headed with this.  

If he ever comes up to me and decides to treat me like crap one more time.  I swear his nuts will no longer be attached to his dick. :D